Monday, August 04, 2008
Fark it with all the things.
Fark everything.
Why do I have to feel
This MISERABLE
Everytime something
Went wrong...
It's not MY fault.
I don't see where I go wrong.
I did take the initiative.
Go ahead and blame me if I didn't.
But the thing is...
I DID!
But yet,
I still feel darn left out.
I still feel stoopidly miserable.
I still feel invisible.
How pathetic I was sitting there
Being invisible.
Not noticed by anyone...
Or maybe they choose to
Not notice me...
Why eh...
I have to put aside
My feelings
Just to care for yours...
It's never once.
Never twice...
I can say it's
ALL THE TIME
You people make me
Feel small.
Feel so not wanted.
Feel so never important
Feel invisible...
Where did I go wrong?
WHERE THE HELL DID I GO WRONG???
Why can't I just
Be carefree??
Why can't you people
Allow me to be carefree?
Maybe...
It's just my fault.
Thou' I know
That it's not true!
Taking full responsibilities
When things go wrong.
That's how it should be...right?
Just fark it.
I'm seriously tired of living.
Just living by the day
Wating for HIM
To take me away...
And maybe by then
I would be happier.
I don't matter to anyone
...remember?...
I'm gone...again
@8:58 PM
