Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Rude
Been busy this few weeks...
With attachments and stuffs.
Didn't haf the time to update.
Sorry.
But one thing...
I don't owe ppl a living...
What I know,
I am here,
Doing what I'm suppose to do.
I don't owe anithing to any of u ppl out there.
But
I just don't understand.
Why...
When I didn't do ANYTHING wrong,
People will start talking bad.
I want to make myself CLEAR.
As CLEAR as can be.
I am NOT and will NEVER be a boyfriend stealer.
I've got no time to do that.
There're alot of guys out there...
Why should I snatch your boyfriend???
Say ANITHING and EVERYTHING for all i care!
If that's what makes u happy.
Carry on.
As long as I know that I'm not like what u said.
Too free to say bad things bout other ppl eh...
I didn't know ppl like you do exist in this world.
I don't want to say all this...
But YOU made me do it!
Blame it on urself!
Shame on you!!!!!!!!
@8:28 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Especially For You...Joey Yao Shuxin.I didn't know that you are leaving...
For Real!!!
I thought that whatever you've said,
About you leaving
Are all not true.
Not true at all!!!
But...
I was wrong.
Really wrong.
I regret.
For not spending more time with you people.
Like we used to...
All the fun that we had...
The talks.
The 'laughing session'
Whenever I sit next to you during break...
The jokes,
The curry puffs and bandung
That we had during lectures...
Oh God!
I miss all those times.
Now,
I'll not get that again!
It'll not be the same again....
Without you around.
Why??
Why did u leave?
Because of the remark that others give bout you?
Because you want to persue ur career??
I just couldn't accept it.
That you're no longer here...
Yes...
We can keep in contact.
And we will...
But for how long??
Nevermind...
It all takes time.
To understand.
But I respect your decision...
No matter what.
Stay cheerful alwaes.
Good luck in whatever you do.
May our friendship be true and lasts...!!!
You take care my friend.
@6:50 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Haruskah aku bersedih...?
Atas apa yang telah berlaku...
Haruskah aku rasa iri hati...?
Dengan Dia...
Haruskah aku rasa bersalah...?
Kerana aku rasa akulah yang menyebabkan
Perpisahan antara kamu berdua...
Haruskah aku rasa selamat...?
Setelah acap kali kau mengatakan padaku
Yang kau tidak akan meninggalkanku...
Haruskah?
Aku tahu...
Dan aku mengerti...
Ini semua mengambil masa...
Masa yang,
Padaku, agak lama...
Untuk pulih.
Tetapi...
Aku tidak tahu.
Kenapa aku harus rasa ini semua...
Bukan aku tidak yakin...
Bukan aku tidak percaya...
Entahlah.
Aku harap...
Kau pegang pada apa yang telah kau ucapkan...
Aku akan menunggumu...
Aku akan menunggumu...
Ambillah masa...
Seberapa lama yang kau ingin.
Aku harap...
Aku masih ada tempat dihatimu...
Maafkan aku.
Maafkan aku.
Maafkan aku.
Salam.
@7:04 PM
Mengapa harus ia jadi begini...?
Mungkin salah aku...
Kerana tidak mengerti
Apa yang sedang kau lalui sekarang.
Aku cuba untuk mengerti...
Aku bagi kau masa...
Untuk kau fikir,
Apa yang patut kau fikir.
Selagi aku boleh,
Aku akan sentiasa menunggumu...
Aku harap kau faham.
Dan aku mahu kau tahu sesuatu...
Kau adalah seseorang yang bermakna dalam hidupku...paling!
Dan aku tidak sanggup untuk kehilangan kau...
Salam.
@4:11 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
THE CRAPPY ENTRY
Haf not been updating fer soooo long!
Haiyo!
Well...
Im fine,as alwaes.
Rotting at home.
Going out to the same place most of the time.
Hehes!
Haiz.
Niwaes,
Heard that results cuming out soon.
Hoping fer the best.
Dowan to sit fer any supp paper...
And m having attachments NEXT WEEK!!!
Like wth!
But ok la...
At least there's something to do...=)
But 3 weeks attachment = not seeing him fer 3 weeks also!
How....?!?!?
Haf to accompany Granny go AMK poly tmr.
Haiz...
I don't haf a choice hookay...
=l
Kays then...
Will update soon...i hope!
Till then,
Ciao!
@6:54 PM
