Monday, September 19, 2005
hey...sory didnt update fer quite sum time. Having prelims now. Anewaes...todae i had English paper 2 n SS. Worried fer my summary cuz i didnt haf time to finish it up...spent too much time on passage A. Will get screaming from Mrs Cheng after she marked my paper...(Oh God! Pls help me!) Should manage my time better... Had Social Studies after English. Only memorize the topic on 'merger n separation' fer SEQ. Am taking a risk though...don't knoe if it's going to cum out or not...But it did!!! Lucky me! hee... :)
Few daes back..Saturdae to be xact, quarreled with one of the Bahas guy i met last year...(shall not disclose his name...) Wanted to talk to him on the phone...asked fer his permission and he allowed. He asked me to call him at 11pm coz he's watching t.v. That was at 10.20pm... Few minutes later he msg me, asking me if i could stop talking to him on the phone at nite...(i was like...whatd..) f.y.i, that was the 2nd phone call i've made to him after he got
"missing"...and he asked me to stop?!?! I then braved myself to asked him wat was wrong wif him... Frankly speaking, he was the one who started all the 'things' first...he was afraid that he was the only one whu 'tepok sebelah tangan'(it takes two hands to clap...but now only 1 hand clapping...geddit?) Which indirectly means that he hope i like him too... The message that i sent him goes like this: 'dun mind me asking...what's wif u? asal jadi mcm gini? sejak the meet ni eh, u dah tukar tau...skrg mcm gini...asal?' Then he replied me, 'firstly,can we just be normal frens? there's nth wrong wif me...n it's not bcoz of the meet...i pon tak tau asal...'*(normal frens? aren't we normal all tis while? what he thinking? more than normal fren?special fren?he's my guy?i'm his gurl? PUHLEASE LAH....DREAM ON!!!!) I then replied him what i felt...He, being on the 'guilty' side just decided to stop the conversation...'Eh,da lah. Bye. Assalamualaikum...' I didn't reply his greeting(although it's kindda wrong...) Instead, i gave him my last msg to him," juz wanna tell u that i HATE the wae u treated me after the meet...and i believe that NO ONE likes to be treated the wae u treat me...'' It's partly my fault too...coz i judge a person by his appearance..should not!!
Ok, forget about this SHITTY guy...the other dae, took a look at Ako's online diary. Was kindda free, so decided to read everything that is inside his diary...including the archive! hee...! He's such a cute guy...(of coz...he's mine! sae whatever u wanna sae...nth can change that fact!) hee...
K lah, haf to end here...need to prepare fer tuition ltr...ciao!
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