Saturday, October 22, 2011
Sometimes it just doesn't pay to be nice at all...
I'm just tired of all these
Can I just stop everything around from happening.
At times, I hate changes
Coz it hurts!
Go figure.
I'm done talking.
@6:53 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Am I a THREAT to you?
Seriously.....
I try to not get in your way.
I try to not create trouble for you to answer
I try to not make a big fuss about something that I am
Totally not happy about.
I try to accomodate to you.
I try to give you whatever you want.
I try to answer all your questions without THAT particular tone in my voice.
I try...
I HAVE TRIED
and yet!
WHAT IN THE ENTIRE WORLD IS WRONG WITH YOU??
What is it in me that you are seriously not happy about?
SERIOUSLY!!!
My patience for you is wearing thin!
You have got to watch the line old crap!
Call yourself someone respectable with crappy experience!
CRAP!
TOTAL BULSHIT!
I will never respect you la asshole!
YOU are MAKING my STAY there like HELL!!!
well,
It's because...
YOU ARE THE DEVIL IDIOT!!!
@7:12 AM
Monday, September 12, 2011
Biasanya aku lelap tidur
Terbangun untuk fikirkan dirimu
Mengenangmu yang kini telah jauh
Biasanya aku tenang tidur
Terbuaiku mengingat dirimu
Mencintamu namun kau terlalu jauh
Ku cuba lupakan dirimu
Mengingatmu hancurkan hatiku
Dahulu seia sekata
Namun kini semua telah berlalu
Sayang... ku ingatkan dirimu
Bahawa ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu
@9:53 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Hati ini
Kosong.
Jiwa ini
Merana...
Bilakah aku Akan dipertemukan
Dengan pemilik Tulang rusukku?
Jemu menunggu.
Sepi...
Mungkin sampai mati
Aku sepi.
Bilakah aku akan dipertemukan
Dengan pemilik tulang rusukku?
Aku tahu
Manusia dijadikan berpasangan...
Lelaki dan perempuan.
Mana pasanganku?
Mati.
Jiwaku mati...
Ingin mencintai dan dicintai.
Tapi...
Mana pasanganku?
Mana pemilik tulang rusukku?
Mati.
Aku mati.
@9:40 PM
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
Sometimes the sacrifices that u do for someone that u feel is important in ur life,Is just
not worth it!And when the time comes, u feel that
u're the
joker in the whole wide world...
...who just doesn't know how to differentiate
which is
important and which is
not.
...who thinks that the people that one made
sacrifices for will somehow
one day be there when one needed the most....who sacrifices a whole lot of shyt and
does not expect anything in return.JUST......be there when Im in need.Now I know it's not possible.No matter how far you go together...In the end, it's just you ALONE.Enuff said.Random
@11:10 PM
Monday, November 09, 2009
I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see.
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find..
A girl who's scared sometimes.
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?I feel so all alone ...
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams?
Without someone to share it with...
Tell me what does it mean??
Alone.Time and time again
The chance for love has passed me by...
All I know of love is
How to live without it.
I just can't seem to find it.
There are no tomorrow for this heart of mine.
Surely time will lose these bitter memories
And i'll find that there's
Someone to believe in and to live for...
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend.
What lies in the future is a mystery to us all.
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls.
There may come a time when I will se that I've been wrong.
But for now, this is my song.
Ciao!
@10:28 AM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Pertama kali....
Ku jumpa dengan dirinya.
...hati ini mcm tak tentram.
Jiwa bergelora.
Wajah itu.
Aku kenal.
Penuh cahaya.
Ketampanan,
Penuh keimanan.
Hati ini.
Terpaut pada dirinya.
Ingin aku menjadi yang halal untuknya.
Harapan tinggi.
Tapi...
Layakkah aku
Untuk dapat dia?
Sempurnakah aku
Untuk dapat orang sesempurna dia?
Astaghfirullah hal'adzim...!!Ya Allah,Aku mohon kepadaMuBerikanlah pasangan yang terbaik untukku.Yang dapat membimbimgkuKe jalan yang Engkau redhai.Yang dapat menyayangiku Dengan sepenuh hatinyaIKHLAS keranaMu!Aku mohon ya Allah....Amin!
@3:40 AM
